sunshine and daisies

I "sacrificed" my lunch break today to hang out with a friend. Really, the only "sacrifice" was in not being able to check my email, which was empty, I'm sure. So much better to spend time with people who are actually there, than to go back to an empty room and an empty inbox where I can mope about people "not caring." Jeez, Bethany, get a grip on life...people are busy.

Seriously, spending that time with my friend was such a blessing. The girl's got a head on her shoulders, and she's truly a delight to hang out with. And we have plans for Saturday. Muahhahahaha... :) I'm so excited. No words.

In other news, I am supercalifragilisticexpealidociously tired right now. Heat super zaps my energy and motivation, and I wish that I could just crawl into bed now and sleep until tomorrow morning. But there is absolutely no possible way for me to do that and still get my projects done for Friday. Yeah, I'm totally screwed anyhow. Want to be able to actually get it done, though.

Picked up two cds at our enormous music/book sale at work today. I'll purchase them on Friday when my paycheck comes in, but they are currently stashed away so as to prevent their escape into someone else's cd player. Project 86--Songs to Burn Your Bridges By and House of Heroes--House of Heroes (huzzah for self-titled albums).

On a different note: I'm rather lonely these days. It's ironic because the past few days I've actually hung out with people, as in face to face conversation, and there's still this sense of "I'm all alone." It's total bull...and it's probably just fatigue killing any sense that may have once inhabited my mind. Anyway, it's pointing me back towards the One I need to turn to at times like these, and for that, I can be grateful.