I feel polluted

I just attended my first American bridal shower. And I feel dirty. I'm disgusted by the occurrences that went on, and I'm appalled that this all happened within the boundaries of a Christian university.

I was not expecting anything that revolting. Awkward, yes, but filthy, no. I do not see the purpose of making perverse jokes about honeymoons, male genitalia, etc. I do not see the purpose in slutty lingerie.

Marriage is holy and pure. A wedding is sweet. Why would anyone defile that by doing what they did at this wedding shower? I'm so mortified by what happened. I feel like I need to shower, or pluck my eyes out. Horrible, horrible experience. In fact, I believe this is the worst experience I've ever had in public.

I think I'm going to go cry some more...