*deep breath*

I'm currently filling out an RA application for the upcoming year. I have a lot of doubts in my mind about the end results. I don't think I have much of a chance of becoming an RA with the past that I have and with how recently I've been dealing with these issues. I really want to be an RA. I want to have the opportunity to lead the girls around me and to help them reach their potential, but I just don't see how it's going to come to pass.

So please pray for this process. I don't want to be chosen on account of the family I come from or because of financial circumstances or any other poor reason. If I become an RA, I want it to be because God has that in His plans for me and for the girls that I'll be influencing in the upcoming year.