gah!

I can be one very slow individual. Apparently I'm a very bitter person. That...really...sucks. *shakes head* I didn't think I was one. I was, at one point, very positive, laid back, optimistic, cheerful. Basically, I was a good person to be around, uplifting and all that jazz. I guess not anymore and that really makes me sad.

I'm glad someone pointed it out because I could've gone many years without coming to that realization and then being permanently a horrible person to be around. It hurts to realize how much of a jerk I've been in the past months, but...it's better to know so that it can be fixed.