*happy daze*

He loves me. :)

I know he does--it's not like he hides it--but it's so different to hear him say it out loud. There's that moment of shock--not a bad shock--where time just seems to stand still, and I can't breathe. And then after saying it back and saying goodbye...and now I'm in this dreamy haze. I have this silly smile on my face, and I feel like I could just curl up and daydream about this one moment for the rest of my life. Maybe this is a girlish romantic idea, but that's how I feel right now.

I love him so much that sometimes I think my heart will burst. At the same time, I don't think that I'm just swept away by emotion. I'm not going to say that it's entirely logical and thought-based either, but it's not really between the two. I guess it's all of both. It's a wonderful thing.

They say absence makes the heart grow fonder, and I always nodded and went along with the theory, but I'm experiencing it now. I miss him so much, and it's been so strange not being around him. Email and IMing don't really make up for it. Phone calls, even though they are more rare, are wonderful to have. And that's the instigator for this blog. The thing is, even though we're far apart, I feel like we've grown closer on some level. Odd how life works sometimes. Odd, but good.