fears being allayed

I've been having a lot--and I mean A LOT--of second thoughts concerning going back in to counseling. What ifs keep swirling around my head. What abouts are intermingled with the what ifs and if sos are not far behind. I'm not feeling anxiety yet, but I am definitely terrified.

Just now, this random song popped in to my head from choir back home. Kind of ironic, but more than likely a God-thing, I can't remember all the lyrics, but here is the chorus:

Child of God, do not be afraid.
Child of God, trust and obey.
He will walk with you all the way.
Child of God, do not be afraid

It's funny how God keeps giving me the little nudges that push me in the right direction, even though I'm dragging my feet the whole way.